"Love"

"Love"

Life without purpose is meaningless...if there is nothing or no one that invigorates, lifts you up, makes you smile, makes you laugh, makes you feel like you can proceed through life feeling eternal bliss...Then what are we doing here, why are you sitting at your computer wasting away what little time you have on this earth checking emails or playing games? You could be out improving yourself, furthering your knowledge in any given field, thinking about what you are going to do with said time, or just analyzing things that have been or things that will be. Why have we been abandoned...why have we been left stranded to defend ourselves from this continuous torment known simply as life? Why do we have to go through all this torment and torture? All these questions can be answered simply with one word... and that word is "Love". Love is what drives you on those empty nights by yourself, when you feel so alone and worthless, you sit and think "What's the big deal? What purpose do I serve in this world? Why do I exist? Who would seriously miss me if I were gone?" the answer is everyone...God has a plan, and that plan involves everyone, everyone assigned his/her own role, and you are to play out that role until he decides that your time is up. No matter who you are, someone loves you, even if you are the loneliest person in the world, or the most unfortunate. Someone loves you, and some are blessed with more than one person to hold them close to their heart. Love is the most powerful feeling one can ever endure, and sometimes loves can hurt, and when it hurts it rips your heart out and dices it up into tiny pieces. But the plus side to love is outstanding! Love is commonly used as a way to express one's feelings toward something or someone, sometimes its used to tell someone that you absolutely adore them and would do anything for them even give up something dearest just to be with them. Other times it is used only to express a strong liking for someone or something, this is a great mis-use of the word and I think it has drastically decreased the true meaning of real love. This I hold as a great injustice, and to experience true love is something far greater than any other known substance can be compared to. Ultimately even though you think that you aren't loved, you are and to a great extent, so never take your life for granted because you have no idea who or what you might affect.               Jesse Cooper

well, tomorrow is the big rivalry game between LaVergne and Smyrna...Whoo Hoo...

But most importantly, yesterday was Lindsey and my 10 month anniversery...

but right now i feel like shit...basically, i went 12 hours without eating, and then went out and marched for 2.5 hours...so, obviously that had something to do with how i feel right now. Another factor in it was probably how friggin hot it was today...basically my symptoms were: Dizziness, Lack of Breath,  and a sharp pain in my chest...i don't know what it was exactly but it sucked...i couldnt even stand up straight...

I'm out...Peace!

Journey was awesome! and yeah thats that...

Lindsey is leaving soon and i am super duper depressed...

bands started again and i am el capitano...and i have a sax section of 17 people!!! oh yeah!

hello all! this week has been really long!!! so freakin long! i started work on monday and have worked 40 hours this week...and am gonna be cranking out 40 hours a week for the next 5 weeks...ugh...but its all gonna be worth it when i put all the money in my pocket/bank...lotsa money coming my way...

and today is Lindsey and my 8th month anniversary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

well...i'm sick, i can feel it...i absolutely hate being sick! i can't breath and my throat and nose are stopped up...grrr...

tonight at church was really really lonely...actually letting me know how much im gonna miss the people graduating...absolutley no one was there...Lindsey, Doug, Becky, Brandi, Ashley, Helen, Jill, Amanda, Samantha, Ryan...i was all by myelf...
"All by myself..........don't wanna be... all by myself"
so yeah...im lonely and sick...